hms.
i agree with what you all said.
im sorry.
but im me.
and im like that.
im hypocritical.
im materialistic.
and i dont care about anything.
im not a nice person.
im not proud of it.
thats me.
if you hate me, fine.
if you dont think the worst of me, coolbeans.

what i do care about, is your mindless accusations.

'and yes im offended...offened by wat u think of a bunch of frens (derek, shane, nat, claire, dommy [whose present u din chip in for], tiffy, pamela foong, monica, clara, ben mao, ann marie and me) who hv been there for u and who hv made an effort to get u something.'
didnt it occur to you that i wasnt expecting anything from dommy? i was just pleased that he remembered and took the time to type out a msg for me. a gift from ben mao and mon and clara was surprising, because i only expected them to wish me.
but you. you go around complaining about what we gave you then. and you talk all the time about what you want for christmas and your birthday next year and what we should get you. so if you have the right to complain, why dont i huh?
been there for me? sometimes. but most of the times you're too absorbed in your own problems to really care.
maybe if it was someone else saying all that, i wont have really minded. because they actually know what they're talking about.

'u make a HUGE fuss when it comes to ppl's bdae...all u do is get other ppl to buy it and juz rant and scold when u hv to pay a little more...u din even put a little thought or sincerity in getting the gift...u oni put an effort when its someone u like/want/desire...if not u hv tt "fuck it juz tell me how much and i'll pay the fucking amt" attitude..'
maybe i like equality. so sue me. so i only put an effort in when i lurrrrrrve that person. so tell me i didnt put effort into tiffy's present. she mentioned it, and i thought, since she's not expecting it, and i think she'll really like it, hey! great gift. BUT NOOOOOOOOOOO. i didnt put in any effort.

someone mentioned something to me about you. i didnt agree with it at first. because i really thought you were better than that. like seriously. but sometimes, you go out of hand. and you know what im refering to. and you DONT CARE at all.
my question. so why should i care?

thankyou. and have a nice day. =)